{"id":229,"date":"2020-03-23T21:12:24","date_gmt":"2020-03-24T05:12:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.timetomakejam.com\/?p=229"},"modified":"2020-03-25T11:30:41","modified_gmt":"2020-03-25T19:30:41","slug":"one-week-more","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.timetomakejam.com\/?p=229","title":{"rendered":"One Week More"},"content":{"rendered":"

Over the course of 24 hours, my surgery was on and off and on again. In the end, I was one of only 6 surgeries that day: 6 surgeries deemed essential and too important to postpone. As glad as I am that the second surgery is now over, I’m still not exactly sure how I feel about my surgery being so essential, I couldn’t be postponed. But moving on, security was tight. \u00a0I was scanned going in and scanned sitting and then scanned again. Francis wasn’t allowed to go back with me although he got scanned too. It was all a bit of a blur because I’d taken a pre-surgery happy pill so as not to stress over my stupidfuckingbreastcancer surgery do-over. When my surgeon came in to the room to talk about the labs that had been updated so now I have three bad spots instead of just one, the blur became an unpleasant blur. Was I supposed to change my mind about the surgery? \u00a0Should I say \u00a0“MASTECTOMY ME!!” \u00a0So many whirling thoughts that concluded with me thinking, I’d rather have a third surgery than make any more decisions just then.<\/p>\n

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Ready to go.<\/p><\/div>\n

Afterwards, Francis took me home and then I collapsed on the sofa with Frankie.<\/p>\n

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Frankie on Duty<\/p><\/div>\n

The next day, much sooner than I expected, my surgeon called to tell me I had clear margins which was and is awesome. So now my life is freed up to focus on the same things as everyone else in the world: the Pandemic and the end of life as we’ve known it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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